Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20170903145848/@comment-29771477-20170904211448

Thanks for being happy about me being happy, it's just making it hard because my mom has already threatened to hit me twice today.

I think I got kind of triggered (lol) by a book where a girl kills herself (Looking For Alaska) yesterday though, because last night I half-dreamed, half-daydreamed about getting in my dad's car, reversing a little, and then driving through the fence near our place and into a bunch of houses (the girl in the book died by driving into a police car but I don't think I would make it that far).

It was weird because I wasn't really "fantasizing" about it, per se, I was just imagining it. I"m still okay.