Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20180419224011

I'm back from Edmonton, and as you may be able to tell, I'm gonna be more active on the wiki soon, again! I'm really excited for Arras now that it has a committed dev and it's actually playable. I also plan on finally joining discord soon!

Edmonton was pretty fun, although I got a sore throat and that was crappy. Ah well, shit happens I guess. Roxanne gave me lots of little kiss on the cheek and head, and we talked a lot so that was nice. For a second I got scared since I thought there was gonna be conflict over me being mad that she didn't talk to me much on the first day, but it all worked out. I got to stay in a really nice hotel, play my trumpet a lot, and explore the city a lot, so that was quite nice! Lastly, I've recently been getting a lot closer to Bronwyn, so we've been talking a lot. That's basically all I have to say about the trip, lol.

There is one thing I'd like to tell you about that happened before the trip, though. You know how there was a big debacle about my parents going through my phone that resulted in my mom badly beating me in August, and my parents basically won and now they get to go through my phone whenever they want? Yeah, that's been sucking real bad recently. My dad went through my phone once when I was in the shower, and saw a conversation between me and Roxy. It wasn't too bad, but it hurt a lot that he invaded my privacy and that was reflected in the fact that he saw us say "I love you" to each other.

I thought it was over then, but on the morning I left, while I was sleeping, he went through my phone and saw another conversation between us where I told Roxy not to stay up too late and we said "I love you" to each other again. I was planning on deleting that convo in the morning, but he went through my phone while I WAS SLEEPING. The icing on the cake is that he interrogated me over it (thinking I didn't know what he did) during breakfast, asking me questions like "you and Roxy have been close recently, eh?" and "what's going on with you guys?" and "you don't like anyone, right? NO ONE?". So....I don't really know what to do about that, and when I was on the way to Edmonton I cried over it because I'm so anxious about getting outed and I don't want my life to get ruined. I had a nightmare last night that my dad demanded me to open up my notes in my notes app (3 of which contain information that would definitely confirm me and Roxanne's relationship) and I just ran away instead. I think if that ever happened I would submerge my phone in the bath and then chuck it onto the street near my house.

......ouch. 