Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20180209234758/@comment-29771477-20180210165343

1) It's weird that you call Roxy "Rox", because IRL her uncle (aunt?) calls her that name and she says she doesn't like it, lmao. Don't worry about it though.

2) Yeah, I've decided to stop talking to Peter completely already, it's just hard to forget about him. He's around in so many places, and a lot of things remind me of him. For example, he WORSHIPS Adam Driver (I'm telling you, he's really messed up sometimes; I've seen him tweet about how Driver makes him horny), so when I saw that guy on TV I automatically thought of Peter. I have such a strong urge to try to hurt him some more.....

Thing is, threatening to kill himself (and making it sound like less of a threat and more of a promise) is something Peter does to lots of people, and they just sort of put up with it, cuz they like him, I guess?? I used to do it too, but only weeks before he blocked me he actually did try to commit suicide, and then got mad when Dylan called the police because his neck hurt but he refused to do something about it. So this is the kind of guy who's hard to think of as wrong, or a villain, or anything. He likes so many of the same things as me, and does similar things to me in his day-to-day life.....

Thanks so much for reading that stuff, though.

3) I should've cleared up the thing about Roxanne and Jaxon being so close: it doesn't make me feel paranoid, it makes me feel......upset. Sad and a little mad, and anxious (because I become afraid of people when I know they dislike me), but not paranoid. i just have a problem with Jaxon because he affected me a lot and I know he likes Roxanne and strongly dislikes me, and because he's made Roxanne mad so many times.

I'm not sure what you meant in that whole paragraph: what am I supposed to ask Roxy again??

4) I was talking about the first Iron Man movie, not the last, lol. Nvm it.

5) Yeah, it's almost like when we hit 2018, we got PewDiePie 3.0. Now, not only does he not stream video games much anymore or play horror games or have naturally coloured hair, but he also has a detailed, consistent uploading schedule besides just daily-whatever-the-fuck-content-he-wants-to-make, and he has 60 million subscribers which means he's not really dead yet, and a lot of his stuff has gone from roasting and vlogs to "wow I love my fans" stuff and reviews of stuff. I'm into it though, and I resubscribed. Can't believe people are still calling him a nazi after this long.

6) Regarding the 84 things.......ouch, that sure puts a hole in my ship. I've told many other people and they think it's a very good idea. I figure middle school (or being freshmen???) is the place for grandeur, and I figure since Roxy learned a song for me and is a very "wild person" (loud, extroverted most of the time, bright dyed hair, poofs and fedoras, swears a lot, drinks maple syrup straight out of the bottle, etc.) she would like a......big thing.....ouch....I can't decide whether to take your advice over other people's or not.

Thanks again for reading all of my shit. You're a great friend.