Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20170525230042

I was wondering whether I'm in better shape now than I was before in terms of teetering on the brink of inactivity? Cuz like.....*sigh* I'm gonna be completely honest with you for a second, please don't get pissed or think of me differently or whatever.....

Why am I still stuck as a Sentinel? Also, please mark me as active because I haven't been inactive for more than a day in like....a month-ish. It bothered me that everybody else was either ascending quickly or firmly stuck as an admin (so basically you and SR) but me before, but now it bothers me A LOT more because I'm being marked as an intern over and over again. A LOT, Ursuul. Basically I'm on your wall asking for a higher position but honestly I'm not sure I deserve it....I probably don't. Like, as I said, I'm close to being only the third Tier 4 person in the history of the wiki, which used to give you guaranteed SENIOR MOD position...but then at the same time I feel like I don't deserve any position here because I'm not good at being chill at all and I halfway dropped off of the face of the Earth since like two months ago. I don't know what to say, Ursuul! I'm gonna keep editing and stuff, but idk.....I feel discouraged, I guess. Yeah, that's it. I feel like I'm never gonna get anywhere or get any higher position (so I can actually moderate discussions again.....) and stuff......I'll stop rambling now. My point....?: I guess I would like to be a Junior Mod again and I think I've earned it recently since I overhauled some pages and am still moderating chat like every day....so..... :s

Um.....Junior Moderator position please? And if no, tell me more things to do again I guess and change my status on the staff page to "Active". Or at least re-assure me I'm not gonna get demoted tomorrow...Thanks.... 