Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20180304005926

1) Hmmm...where do I start?? Ok so, I’m at my Grammy’s right now, and I need your advice on something. Yesterday was me and Roxanne’s 100th day of dating, which made my pretty happy. V-Day, our first kiss, wasn’t that long ago and I’m really glad that I have s girlfriend as amazing as her. But there’s just one teensy problem: it seems that we’ve developed a third wheel.

After Jaxon freaked out when he found out we were dating (and I’m gay), Roxy stopped walking to and from school with him, so I started walking with her because, well....I didn’t want her to be alone, and I really really like her. Little did I know that Roxanne is such a social butterfly, and she became a lot closer with a friend of ours named Kendra pretty fast. And look, I had nothing against Kendra. She’s kind of different from me, but she’s a nice person and we’re friends. But the past few days Roxy has stopped walking home from school with just me, and wants to walk with Kendra instead.

The first couple of times Kendra was there, I could handle it, but yesterday I got kind of upset over it. Roxy doesn’t feel comfortable with us...basically acting like we’re in a relationship at all with close friends, and I also already had to ask Roxanne to make Kendra go away recently cuz I was having a meltdown. And yesterday, I wanted to hold her hand or be there with just her since it was kind of an important day to me, but Kendra was there so I had to lie to them so I could walk alone. I’m probably making way too big of a deal out of this, but the fact that I probably can’t hold her hand or talk about personal things or anything anymore gives me anxiety and makes me want to cry.

Do you suggest I just try to just get over it, or should I say something to Roxanne? I tried to make myself say something to Roxanne earlier, but it makes me feel...disgusting. Like Roxanne will have to be like “oh sorry Kendra you can’t have fun with us and laugh or anything because my emotional wreck possessive girlfriend can’t handle having anyone be here anymore. Sorry. Maybe we can lie to her or something so I can talk about Pokémon and anime with you. Boo hoo.”

...I make too big of a deal out of everything.

2) on a lighter note, did I ever tell you what a GSA is or that I’m trying to make one?? Cuz I am and it makes me happy. I can give you more info if you like

3) My birthday’s coming up, that should be nice. Not sure why I’m wasting your time with that but it’s just a thought I guess??? Yayyyy birthdays

ps do you play Fortnite, Rules of Survival, or PUBG? What games do you even play anymore lol 