Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20171219024003

I'm just gonna say random stuff here, but it's mostly important so.....hope ya don't mind??

1) There's something really cool I forgot to tell you that happened, I think it'll make you happy. :D Okay so, last weekend I was having an odd dilemna: I was thinking about when to say "I love you" to Roxanne since I'm sure you agree that that's pretty heavy, y'know, not to be taken lightly. I was overthinking as usual, searching the web obsessively looking for answers. In the end, I told myself "it'll likely be too early, but also trust your gut".

So I did, and pretty well forgot about it. Then the other day I was feeling pretty shit in gym class because I had basically had a breakdown the class before. I...ugh, gotta get to the point here before you lose interest. I was trying to do a band final test, right? But then I kinda gave up on it and kept calling myself a failure (which I've finally managed to stop doing, probs because I've successfully gotten out of a depressive slump that's lasted for months), and then I was silently crying....(DAMN TEENAGE HORMONES JESUS CHRIST IT WAS ONE TEST )...and I was trying to pull myself together in gym. And Roxy came up and could tell something was wrong, and I didn't wanna start crying again so I smiled crookedly and kinda wail-whispered "I feel like such a failure", and she looked really sad.

And then she hugged me and.....:D she whispered in my ear, "I love you". And my heart went "WOOSH!!!!!!!!" and I said it too and cried a little from shock, and then things with Jaxon got better (wait a minute-I haven't told you what happened with Jaxon, have I? Long story short he reacted badly when I came out and then told him I was dating Roxy (which Roxy basically asked me to do) cuz he's a jealous asshole, but then he and Roxanne patched it up). We've had a good few dates, and now we've said those words to each other a couple other times, and she's also started sending me really......*cough*/arousing/*cough* (but not like that) videos of her in cool makeup she's been doing, which she says is a guilty pleasure. I've rambled for way too long, but uh, yeah, things with us have been great recently :DDDD

2) How's your hiatus been going? Have ya gotten to visit family? I'm really sorry about your grandpa still, I'm sure he was a great guy and you were a great grandson :')

3) This Gaming Dinosaur character is......interesting

4) I'm desperately trying to get this essay done for Humanities that I have two days left to complete, and I'm very sick for the first time in almost a YEAR. I just wanna lay around, play my DS and drink chicken noodle soup. This is awful :(. If only there were more easily accessable people who are good at reviewing stuff I write and helping me, since the only ones I know are you and Pi, and Pi is, I think, not American and on a really different time zone?And you've been so busy ever since you became a vanguard. O whale ¯\_☹/¯

5) Harry Crimbo ;)

6) If you've gotten here, thanks for reading and putting up with my bullshit. 