Thread:Ursuul/@comment-24.64.102.138-20180313013908/@comment-29771477-20180315001206

Ursuul wrote: sorry for missing this. When you say “share a bed,” did the freaking band organizers literally plan for you two to sleep in the same bed? Or is that a euphemism for sharing a bunk bed or some such? Her answer is kind of odd, but then again I don’t know what exactly you said to her to explain yourself. If she knew how upset you were you’d think she’d have a more nuanced response rather than “uhhhhhhhhhh I just like these band guys idk”. Like if she had an actual issue I’d have expected her to say why / say why she didn’t respond to your distress, so my only assumption is that you didn’t communicate well enough. As for the rest I’m sorry things have you down, but you gotta keep working at it or the stuff will just build up. Get on top of your assignments & then you can rest a little easier now that you don’t have that extra thing on your shoulder to just compound the issues.

The band organizers planned the groups of 3 or 4, with two beds. The rooms are relatively large. Our original plan was probably going to be having Brenna or Bronwyn or Emma in the room also, and all of them absolutely hate sleeping with someone else in their bed. This was discussed. So......

I said: "It's making me really upset that we can't room together anymore. I was looking forward to that for a long while and I wish Bronwyn would go with them (the other guys). It just makes me so, so sad. People in rooms tend to stick together, you know..."

Today I talked to her again after my friend Julia said that I was being too passive, and it was disappointingly useless. I was gonna see a movie with her this Friday but she's going to Edmonton with her mom instead. And when I said how I was upset about both those things, she gave a long response that could basically be chalked up to "sorry about that. looks like you'll have to get over it" (except nicer, obviously).

The only good news is that 1) my mom isn't being too abusive lately and b) my humanities teacher took a few assignments off my back and let me just not do them.

This really just sucks.