Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20171126002454

I have a lot to tell you, but for once I also have a lot to ask you. And I don't think there's ANYONE better than you at answering questions. This might be a bit random though, because I don't really now exactly what to say or where to start. Ooooh I know, I'll do Q for question and S for statement for everything I have to say. Perfect!!

S: I have SOOOOOOOO much to tell you regarding Roxanne, and I'm sure you'd enjoy hearing it, haha. But to sum up??: I broke down again on Thursday, and then I asked Roxy to be my girlfriend. She said-well, you know what she said, lmao. Yesterday we went on a date, except it was a "sort-of-date" because we went out of town and a bunch of her fam was there. For the most part, we walked around alone though. :))))

Q: WHEN'S THE NEXT TIME YOU HAVE TIME TO TALK???? TONIGHT?!?!?! I CAN TALK AFTER 11:10 EST???? PLEASE BOI

S: I missed the god damn sandbox again!! Thought it was either tomorrow or later. Plus I had far too much excitement yesterday to wake up that early. What I could make out from our dismally hard-to-read chat logs was:


 * Y'all have decided some basic blog requirements that basically say "Don't make it idiotic or ridiculously short but sure it can be off-topic (also Tidal said my updates were wroth reading?? I'm oddly flattered???)


 * SOME GUY RETURNED AND SAID THAT HE WAS ICE [TUDOR]


 * Uktar thinks that Zathsu isn't doing her job well, from a discussion section about the expectations of Senior Mods

Q: Can you please explain to me whether those things are correct and also just in general what y'all talked about?? Just a general overview, pleeeeeeeaaaase.

S: I ordered a ukulele!!! It's a "Kmise Solid Spruce Classical Concert" ukulele. I am excited for it to arrive!!

Q: Uhhhh, not much to ask. You.....are excited too?

S: I feel a little bit worried about being with Roxanne, which I'm sure is normal, but still. I've told a fib or two already in our relationship, and it makes me feel like it might become a bad habit. I also keep asking myself "are you sure you like her???? are you sure you want to date her????" but I mean of course the answer is always yes.....(sigh)

Q: Am I overthinking? Do you think I'm gonna start lying too much to Roxy? Should I actually specify what I lied about? Is it natural to have those questions, or does it mean that I'm only telling myself I like her? Am I overthinking about overthinking?

S: I've had no time to watch YouTube recently, damn it.

Q: Do you think it'll seriously hurt me if I stay up for just 1 or two extra hours to watch it? ( please say no please say no i want to feel good about myself and not feel like an addict say no say no say no say no- )

That's all for now, I might add other stuff soon. Merry Crimbo. 