User blog comment:Banarama/GOODBYE 2017, HELLO 2018!/@comment-26806340-20180101191928/@comment-24687156-20180111155805

Pretty sure ya'll don't care since it has been 11 days already, but I'll vent out here anyways

January: Pretty nice, got to spend time with grandma and cousins

February: I don't remember exactly, but yeah, it was fine

March: I got depressed a bit because I didn't get A1. Also Club Penguin (my childhood) closed down

April: Depression carried over a bit. Was a jerk to classmates (probably). By the end of the month, I was completely fine

May: Stuff was fine, weather was awesome

June: Got to spend more time with grandma and cousins!

July: Lost some social awkwardness as I started to talk to more people. Went on a study camp. Last ten days were bad, as grandma got really unwell. Birthday was somewhere in between, but I didn't care

August: Grandma got better at first, but by the end of the month, she started growing worse

September: Grandma passed away on 1st September. Had exams after that, did not do very well. But made it through because I had emotional support from friends.

October: Things going fine, I was hopeful because I had emotional support from my female friend (whom I have a crush on). I had a feeling she was, as well, interested in me

November: Things are going very well between me and her, until my jerk "best friend" tells the whole world, including her, I liked her. And if that wasn't enough, he started rumors, and was secretly feeding both me and her lies that made us both dislike each other. The month ended with him telling me a really bad thing (another lie) about her, that made me block her.

December: The month of realisation. Realisation that she would never say a thing like that. Realisation that my "best friend" is a jerk. Realisation that he is the one who spread the rumors. Had a verbal fight with him, which was almost physical (I would have loved to beat the shit out of him, but I did have enough restraint, and it was to get him to confess). Teacher got involved, and she said it was MY MISTAKE because I liked a girl (because this is fooking India, with 524BC opinion to dating). Teacher later did acknowledge that what he did was wrong but still my fault...... I could go on about December but lets skip it to the end: Made a truce with him to stop him spreading more rumors. (Feel much better venting it out)

After all this, 2018 looks to be a hopeful year, and is so far going good