Thread:QUEEN AYSHA/@comment-29771477-20170406235915


 * 5:32 QUEEN AYSHA Can I pour the rest of my shit here for you to copy and look at another time??????
 * 5:32 Ursuul sure
 * but
 * responses will be clipped if at all
 * 5:33 QUEEN AYSHA no exacly
 * NO RESPONSES
 * copy, look later, THEN respond
 * don't want to catch you distracted
 * just ignore this from here on out
 * Right, what I was saying,
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I was trying to get over Kobi when I started reading up on LGBTQ stuff
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">and even liking instagram lgbtq posts before I got followers
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I tried to read up on storie
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">s
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">and I also felt empathy towards the community, becuz honestly they [we] go through loads of shit
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">um, anyways...
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I also.......damn, you're gonna react badly to this-
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I also started reading mini boos about girls and guys falling in lovve
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">*books
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">o wattpad
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">*on
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">back
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">so, I started staying up and reading those books
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">and tbh, I thought lesbian couples on instagram looked pretty "cute"
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">and then...
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">it kinda slowly happened, after realizing I was queer when talking to you,
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">but what happened was I started thinking about how much boys acted like they despised me and how gross they were (SORRRRy), and then started thinking about how beautiful and down to earth girls can be
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">and trust me, I'm NOT shoving gender stereoptypes down your throat here
 * <span class="time" style="color:rgb(132,132,132);font-size:12px;float:right;">5:44 <span class="username" style="font-weight:bold;display:block;color:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:inherit;">Ursuul <span class="message" style="font-weight:normal;white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:inherit;">
 * <span class="time" style="color:rgb(132,132,132);font-size:12px;float:right;">5:44 <span class="username" style="font-weight:bold;display:block;color:rgb(255,165,0)!important;">QUEEN AYSHA <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I know there's gross girls and super down to earth guys, just bear with me
 * <span class="time" style="color:rgb(132,132,132);font-size:12px;float:right;">5:45 <span class="username" style="font-weight:bold;display:block;color:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:inherit;">Ursuul <span class="message" style="font-weight:normal;white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:inherit;">I’m not offended lol I have no reason to be
 * <span class="message" style="font-weight:normal;white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:inherit;">g on
 * <span class="time" style="color:rgb(132,132,132);font-size:12px;float:right;">5:45 <span class="username" style="font-weight:bold;display:block;color:rgb(255,165,0)!important;">QUEEN AYSHA <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">okey good
 * <span class="time" style="color:rgb(132,132,132);font-size:12px;float:right;">5:45 <span class="username" style="font-weight:bold;display:block;color:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:inherit;">Ursuul <span class="message" style="font-weight:normal;white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:inherit;">go*
 * <span class="time" style="color:rgb(132,132,132);font-size:12px;float:right;">5:45 <span class="username" style="font-weight:bold;display:block;color:rgb(255,165,0)!important;">QUEEN AYSHA <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">political correctness and fake outrage are rampant in today's society, so yeah
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I was sayin'
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I started thinking that being bi and dating girls might actually be good, and then like I said it all slowly happened and now I feel weird because I'm not really questioning anymore, I think girls are hot too
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">*cough*
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">so um...
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">after that a funny thing happened
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">there's these things called socials where people play games at my gramma's church and she plays dominoes
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">which I mostly hated, btw
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">but the blindfolds for a certain game just happened to be rainbo
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">(ypu see where I'm going with this)
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">and then I thought, "Hey I wish I had fun things that weren't balatantly about pride but kind of hinting at it"
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">like for example, tiny rainbow in corner of tee instead of "I'M QUEER" in caps across the front, y'know
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">?
 * <span class="time" style="color:rgb(132,132,132);font-size:12px;float:right;">5:49 <span class="username" style="font-weight:bold;display:block;color:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:inherit;">Ursuul <span class="message" style="font-weight:normal;white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,255,255);font-family:inherit;">yeh
 * <span class="time" style="color:rgb(132,132,132);font-size:12px;float:right;">5:50 <span class="username" style="font-weight:bold;display:block;color:rgb(255,165,0)!important;">QUEEN AYSHA <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I've also decided after taking to a specialist lgbt counsellor lady down at the calgary sexual health place that Im gonna go thorugh with the plan of trying to secretly go t pride parade somehow
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">so out of impuse, cuz it was like 1am, I grabbed a rainbow blindfold/bandana thingie and tsuffed it in my pocket
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">and now hopefully I can wear that along with a hot topic rainbow pin to the parade and be set
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">that's all my weird ranting done now lol
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I'm so mindfucked haha
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">OH YEAH
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I also came out to Jaden, because I know she's like, NEVER, spilled a secret and she's also bi and out so she wouldn't judge or anything which led to the having people to confide in thing
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">no I think I'll try to slowly confide in Roxanne about all of these thoughts since I think she's more understanding than I thought she wasd
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">NOW I'm done.
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">you better have copied that shit in case you lose it lol
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I've got 4 minutes
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">*COUGHHHHHH*
 * <span class="message" style="white-space:pre-line;word-wrap:break-word;color:rgb(255,26,0)!important;">I'm copying this for you just so I can shove it up your ass in case you didn't copy and lost it <ac_metadata title="Nothing important"> </ac_metadata>