Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20170709143312/@comment-29771477-20170710232028

Update:

I'll reply later. Soon, I guess. I was afraid of going on slack and I still am: I don't know why. It's not because slack is unfamiliar though. Thanks for well-wishes again....it's just.......I wish I wasn't so....weak. Y'all say I'm strong and I don't believe you because a) all I do is complain grovel and scream at everyone and b) I said that I would kill myself if it was easy and I MEAN IT. Um.....I'll vent when I need to though. Thanks....I guess. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I decided yesterday to "reject emotions and become indifferent about everything" and you wanna know how long that lasted? Until I went to sleep. Now I just feel drained, sad, and angry. I started volunteering again though. I'm sorry. I'll just keep saying it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry......

Special thanks to Ursuul (I guess) for trying to sike me up even though it didn't work at all. Sorry about that. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.....