Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20170428222454/@comment-29771477-20170429003627

My mom flipped off the handle again today and-I've kept from you for a while-I've had 3 more panic attacks since the first one I told you about in Track & Field.

Also my math grades are tanking even though I go to math help, my friends were all gone today, and 3 of my friends got to go to Comic Con/Expo without me.

I feel alone and afraid of everything even though I shouldn't be, and most of my free time is spent "endorphin-hunting".

I want to connect to my friends on a personal,"sister-like" level but it feels like some of them are pushing me away and the rest I'm too afraid to truly open up to because I'm too afraid of being judged.

My secret life (the me who's depressed and lgbtq+) is currently dangerously close to being exposed.

I'm literally seeing things and it scares me.