Thread:Ursuul/@comment-29771477-20170720001704/@comment-29771477-20170720071237

1. No no no no no no no, you have my family dynamic all wrong. This is my ABUSIVE MUM THAT YELLS AT ME FOR TALKING ABOUT IT AND TOOK THE MONEY BY THREATENING ME. I'm asking my DAD for the ukelele, because I've been asking my mom for my money back since last April and she makes empty promises because "I have bad attitude and I don't deserve it". My mom has a different concept of guilt than normal people, so that's the real problem. If/when I get my money back, I'm in the clear, my dad (and probably my mom) won't be mad, and I won't even have to ask for the uke. It's just GETTING MY MONEY BACK and/or getting my dad to buy me a really cheap ukelele that's the problem. I'm gettin' the price right before I get off my grammy's shit pc, btw.

2a. 100% truth, that is. You are a wise one :)

2b. I was gonna mention that but my brain went off on a tangent. Sooooo many reasons:


 * No, I don't wanna lie to my grammy in that way, if that even makes sense! I'm perfectly willing to imply things that aren't true such as "Oh yeah I'm not interested in dating anyone until I'm 16", but I'm NOT willing to lie about stuff that blatantly.


 * Nuh uh, my grammy is 110% with my dad on the "NO DATING UNTIL YOU'RE 16!" rule. She's still laboring (at least I hope so) under the impression that I'm her little baby, aka. innocent, not depressed, straight as an arrow but also a prude, not that into YouTube, etc etc etc etc. Yet another reason I'm trying to go slower than snail speed to develop a friendship.


 * No, I'm a horrible liar anyways. What would I even say if she thought it was okay to date at my age? I have a new crush? There's an old one that I like again? My brain's a mess and the basic problem is our relationship would have to be secret??? It might work perfectly for the rest of my visit, or even months and years from now, but sooner rather than later I would get too excited and mess up the pronouns then probably break down then life would = ruined and because (like I said) my brain is such a mess already me would probably = floating dead in the bow river or a bathtub or something. No thank you.


 * Etc etc.